Dissolve

O Father, holy
Where do you walk
And why does the heart not work
Without you?
Angry and afraid
I see three-part answers to
this matter in question
Stirring in my stomach
like a barium solution
weighing me down

So, anxiously I drift
Underwater, in an ocean
Swirling to beach
music
laying down the beating
waves against my soft skull

Of course the sun is swimming
In the ceiling,
Circular and self-revealing,
And in my mind, a monument to the desert
I worship there
With three freewill
presents:
Ink, blood, and fire

In this world dominated by trees
In the second sky
the heavenlies,
Make your mind known to me…
illuminate this tunnel